I hope things work out but if it doesn't, i know that life will still be amazing in the end, though, there doesn't seem to be an end. life, a series of up endings. but, this may come down to the question of half full or half empty which i think is also a question of stubborn people and their stagnant identities and the lie of identity perpetuation that it is or the result of the effect of the experience on the perspective into the experience.