Tuesday, May 30, 2006

(mariano's perspective:)

AIM IM with Kaitlynn Radloff
9:07 PM
hello there
hi hi
how was the day?
alright, i spent a lot of it tired. and woke up recently
the weirdest feeling sometimes is waking up
9:10 PM
oh yeah man
that's very true
especially when you didnt realize you were sleeping
brb
i'm on the phone with mom
okay
9:35 PM
ok
sorry about that friend
no worries at all
how is your mum
good
she's filling out a financial aid application for school
she wants to take summer classes
very cool
classes in what?
9:40 PM
i don't know exactly
she's a teacher
she has to take some summer classes
she finally did what she's wanted to do since a little while after she left teaching for business
ah.h. gotcha.
what has she always wanted to do
teach
she came back to it after long last
what does she teach?
i can't recall for sure
this is her first year
kindergarten or 4th and 5th grade
most excellent
www.riverhomewithone.blogspot.com check it out
inspired by you
9:50 PM


i am glad
your poem rocked me i will say
i liked it a lot
i was confused through parts
yes , would you like to talk about that now?
9:55 PM
sure
i'd love to

what confused you
um
let me look
brb
10:05 PM
I like things that are not in motion
But make me feel as though I am
…moving……
forward that is.
i could assign meaning to that put i'm not sure if that's how you're feeling
well the things i do when i do them, it feels so good when i'm submerged in a painting, or something, and i like that feeling.
so the painting isn't in motion but it makes you feel as though you are

like it's moving you metaphysically?
beyondphysically
yes.
wow!
kaitlynn!
that's amazing!
i've never heard anyone say that about a process for making art like painting before
they must have never reallyreally painted
yeah
i guess not
but it could be just like that for me
could be? but it's not?
and when you say forward that is
you mean
pushes you to keep working working working creating painting?
or not
yes, i n part.
10:15 PM
ok
i'm trying to figure out how to say it
then could you explain more
ok
it's like. a sort of smart ass comment underneath. to everyone who's constantly been spitting thoughts about the future in my face and how that is what i should always be about
10:20 PM
i hope that makes sense
oh yeah
that makes sense
well i'm glad that i had my interpretation too
but your version of this creative involvement is nice to know too
mhmm
brb
ok
sorry about that
i got another phone call
no worries
10:25 PM
I gather

I am better off alone
do you mean for this to be like "I gather. I am better off alone." in addition to "I gather I am better off alone."
?
that seems like a stretch
i didn't know if you meant
i gather as in i gather myself
It’s just a game

Between the creator
And what’s left of the creation
the creation which is the whole creative situation of the creater's interaction with creation (that metaphysical moving) and the creativity of the creating world composed of you and the painting and the air around both and is that what you mean about what's left of the creation
i gather as in i figure i am better off alone, or at least i have been, that's been a struggle of mine, letting people in, and i always go back and forth....and when i was really involved in my art, i would let people in even less. it's not something i've learnt to share with others. when i 'm doing some things i dont want anything to do with people. it's a reason i have trouble with friendships and relationships. i find myself not able to care about both equally
you have the creation part exact. which is fitting seeing as that was inspired by you
i gather that you are better off finding out what you need when you need it
10:35 PM
it was?
wow
that's heart pressing
you know what i mean
i'm speaking like tom robbins rights but yeah
brb
ok
i feel so torn right now because altaf called and he wants me to help him load a couch up that's in front of my house so that he can use it
can we continue this conversation either later or later still
?
10:40 PM
i wanna make a little piece of this
do you mind if i put your writing on my blog?
no
ok
is the title I always get lost on this turn... supposed to be included in the writing or as a title only?
it's just the first line, word saved it like that.
i dont think it has a title
oh
ok
cool

mine usually don't either










(kaitlynn's perspective:)

antimythrhythm (9:09:34 PM): hello there
SoccerCap15 (9:09:41 PM): hi hi
SoccerCap15 (9:09:57 PM): how was the day?
antimythrhythm (9:11:18 PM): alright, i spent a lot of it tired. and woke up recently
antimythrhythm (9:11:31 PM): the weirdest feeling sometimes is waking up
SoccerCap15 (9:12:20 PM): oh yeah man
SoccerCap15 (9:12:23 PM): that's very true
antimythrhythm (9:13:06 PM): especially when you didnt realize you were sleeping
SoccerCap15 (9:13:49 PM): brb
SoccerCap15 (9:13:57 PM): i'm on the phone with mom
antimythrhythm (9:14:13 PM): okay
SoccerCap15 went idle at 9:26:58 PM.
SoccerCap15 returned at 9:32:34 PM.
SoccerCap15 (9:38:29 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (9:38:32 PM): sorry about that friend
antimythrhythm (9:39:10 PM): no worries at all
antimythrhythm (9:39:15 PM): how is your mum
SoccerCap15 (9:40:46 PM): good
SoccerCap15 (9:41:00 PM): she's filling out a financial aid application for school
SoccerCap15 (9:41:06 PM): she wants to take summer classes
antimythrhythm (9:41:27 PM): very cool
antimythrhythm (9:41:32 PM): classes in what?
SoccerCap15 (9:44:10 PM): i don't know exactly
SoccerCap15 (9:44:12 PM): she's a teacher
SoccerCap15 (9:44:16 PM): she has to take some summer classes
SoccerCap15 (9:44:50 PM): she finally did what she's wanted to do since a little while after she left teaching for business
antimythrhythm (9:44:50 PM): ah.h. gotcha.
antimythrhythm (9:45:17 PM): what has she always wanted to do
SoccerCap15 (9:45:46 PM): teach
SoccerCap15 (9:45:54 PM): she came back to it after long last
antimythrhythm (9:46:22 PM): what does she teach?
SoccerCap15 (9:46:31 PM): i can't recall for sure
SoccerCap15 (9:46:34 PM): this is her first year
SoccerCap15 (9:46:45 PM): kindergarten or 4th and 5th grade
antimythrhythm (9:50:10 PM): most excellent
SoccerCap15 (9:50:32 PM): www.riverhomewithone.blogspot.com check it out
SoccerCap15 (9:50:35 PM): inspired by you
antimythrhythm (9:52:16 PM):
SoccerCap15 (9:52:19 PM):
antimythrhythm (9:52:52 PM): i am glad
SoccerCap15 (9:54:54 PM): your poem rocked me i will say
SoccerCap15 (9:54:58 PM): i liked it a lot
SoccerCap15 (9:55:03 PM): i was confused through parts
antimythrhythm (9:55:43 PM): yes , would you like to talk about that now?
SoccerCap15 (9:58:08 PM): sure
SoccerCap15 (9:58:10 PM): i'd love to
antimythrhythm (9:58:17 PM):
antimythrhythm (9:58:24 PM): what confused you
SoccerCap15 (9:58:40 PM): um
SoccerCap15 (9:58:42 PM): let me look
SoccerCap15 (10:00:31 PM): brb
SoccerCap15 (10:07:04 PM): I like things that are not in motionBut make me feel as though I am
SoccerCap15 (10:07:22 PM): …moving……
SoccerCap15 (10:07:28 PM): forward that is.
SoccerCap15 (10:08:32 PM): i could assign meaning to that put i'm not sure if that's how you're feeling
antimythrhythm (10:09:27 PM): well the things i do when i do them, it feels so good when i'm submerged in a painting, or something, and i like that feeling.
SoccerCap15 (10:10:24 PM): so the painting isn't in motion but it makes you feel as though you are
antimythrhythm (10:10:35 PM):
SoccerCap15 (10:10:37 PM): like it's moving you metaphysically?
SoccerCap15 (10:10:46 PM): beyondphysically
antimythrhythm (10:10:52 PM): yes.
SoccerCap15 (10:10:55 PM): wow!
SoccerCap15 (10:10:59 PM): kaitlynn!
SoccerCap15 (10:11:05 PM): that's amazing!
SoccerCap15 (10:11:48 PM): i've never heard anyone say that about a process for making art like painting before
antimythrhythm (10:12:23 PM): they must have never reallyreally painted
SoccerCap15 (10:12:31 PM): yeah
SoccerCap15 (10:12:33 PM): i guess not
antimythrhythm (10:13:25 PM): but it could be just like that for me
SoccerCap15 (10:13:48 PM): could be? but it's not?
SoccerCap15 (10:14:29 PM): and when you say forward that is
SoccerCap15 (10:14:33 PM): you mean
SoccerCap15 (10:14:45 PM): pushes you to keep working working working creating painting?
SoccerCap15 (10:14:50 PM): or not
antimythrhythm (10:16:17 PM): yes, i n part.
SoccerCap15 (10:16:47 PM): ok
antimythrhythm (10:16:56 PM): i'm trying to figure out how to say it
SoccerCap15 (10:16:57 PM): then could you explain more
SoccerCap15 (10:17:00 PM): ok
antimythrhythm (10:20:09 PM): it's like. a sort of smart ass comment underneath. to everyone who's constantly been spitting thoughts about the future in my face and how that is what i should always be about
antimythrhythm (10:22:09 PM): i hope that makes sense
SoccerCap15 (10:22:12 PM): oh yeah
SoccerCap15 (10:22:18 PM): that makes sense
SoccerCap15 (10:22:25 PM): well i'm glad that i had my interpretation too
SoccerCap15 (10:22:40 PM): but your version of this creative involvement is nice to know too
antimythrhythm (10:23:16 PM): mhmm
SoccerCap15 (10:23:58 PM): brb
SoccerCap15 (10:24:40 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (10:24:42 PM): sorry about that
SoccerCap15 (10:24:46 PM): i got another phone call
antimythrhythm (10:25:30 PM): no worries
SoccerCap15 (10:27:53 PM): I gather I am better off alone
SoccerCap15 (10:28:54 PM): do you mean for this to be like "I gather. I am better off alone." in addition to "I gather I am better off alone."
SoccerCap15 (10:28:56 PM): ?
SoccerCap15 (10:29:05 PM): that seems like a stretch
SoccerCap15 (10:29:09 PM): i didn't know if you meant
SoccerCap15 (10:29:15 PM): i gather as in i gather myself
SoccerCap15 (10:30:27 PM): It’s just a gameBetween the creator And what’s left of the creation
SoccerCap15 (10:32:39 PM): the creation which is the whole creative situation of the creater's interaction with creation (that metaphysical moving) and the creativity of the creating world composed of you and the painting and the air around both and is that what you mean about what's left of the creation
antimythrhythm (10:32:49 PM): i gather as in i figure i am better off alone, or at least i have been, that's been a struggle of mine, letting people in, and i always go back and forth....and when i was really involved in my art, i would let people in even less. it's not something i've learnt to share with others. when i 'm doing some things i dont want anything to do with people. it's a reason i have trouble with friendships and relationships. i find myself not able to care about both equally
antimythrhythm (10:33:22 PM): you have the creation part exact. which is fitting seeing as that was inspired by you
SoccerCap15 (10:34:32 PM): i gather that you are better off finding out what you need when you need it
SoccerCap15 (10:37:33 PM): it was?
SoccerCap15 (10:37:34 PM): wow
SoccerCap15 (10:37:50 PM): that's heart pressing
SoccerCap15 (10:37:53 PM): you know what i mean
SoccerCap15 (10:38:02 PM): i'm speaking like tom robbins rights but yeah
SoccerCap15 (10:38:08 PM): brb
SoccerCap15 (10:40:46 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (10:41:08 PM): i feel so torn right now because altaf called and he wants me to help him load a couch up that's in front of my house so that he can use it
SoccerCap15 (10:41:26 PM): can we continue this conversation either later or later still
SoccerCap15 (10:41:28 PM): ?
SoccerCap15 (10:43:19 PM): i wanna make a little piece of this
SoccerCap15 (10:43:28 PM): do you mind if i put your writing on my blog?
antimythrhythm (10:43:40 PM): no
SoccerCap15 (10:43:43 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (10:44:07 PM): is the title I always get lost on this turn... supposed to be included in the writing or as a title only?
antimythrhythm (10:44:27 PM): it's just the first line, word saved it like that.
antimythrhythm (10:44:33 PM): i dont think it has a title
SoccerCap15 (10:44:34 PM): oh
SoccerCap15 (10:44:39 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (10:44:39 PM): cool
SoccerCap15 (10:44:40 PM):
SoccerCap15 (10:44:45 PM): mine usually don't either
SoccerCap15 (10:46:53 PM): wait
SoccerCap15 (10:46:58 PM): if you cut and past yours
SoccerCap15 (10:47:09 PM): does it have the screen names in the pasted version?
SoccerCap15 (10:47:11 PM): like
SoccerCap15 (10:47:19 PM): cut and past3e the conversation
SoccerCap15 (10:47:25 PM): ?
antimythrhythm (10:47:37 PM): yeah i think i t will
SoccerCap15 (10:47:40 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (10:48:26 PM): could you cut and paste the entire conversation, even this, and place it in an e-mail and send it to me
SoccerCap15 (10:48:27 PM): ?
antimythrhythm (10:48:45 PM): sure
SoccerCap15 (10:48:58 PM): mine doesn't have the person who says it
SoccerCap15 (10:48:59 PM): ok
SoccerCap15 (10:49:00 PM): cool

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